Take a Bow

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

mindless ramblings

it's funny how your mind is able to come up with such elaborate schemes of what other people might be thinking of you or of a certain incident that took place between the both of you that it can sometimes become something that is probably so far fetched to that other person but not neccesarily with you?

Ok i'm raging on incessently...the thing is i had this big argument with a person rather dear to me and we havent talked to each other since...it's been a little more then a week now and I cant seem to get my mind of the fact that i did play my little role to egg on the situation and hurt this person too (or so i think)...thing is....do i say sorry just so that i'd make myself feel better or do i just let it be? simmer itself down and let things take their own course? i swear the banes of being an emotional person...we think too much of others...and their feelings and that effects us...how we feel for the rest of the day...which is so stupid...why can't we just not give 2 f**cks?

Therefore in this wheel that is called life, what do i do? Maybe i'm just too emotional and i should just wait it out till i'm not feeling so emotional and can think like the cool no emotions person that i appear to be and then see what my head instead of my heart says eh?

Oh by the way, to all who care, i got through my refferals...i can officially take the next step in my life and proceed ahead =)

Clauses and Terms

i don't actually have anything in particular to write because my head is a wee bit fuzzy from all the scrubbing done on my scalp in the evening via a wonderful new machine that Ben just got for his spa...it removed the follicles that blocked my hair from growing to its full lustre and therefore causing the hair on my head to be frizzy and drop off but anyways I am printing the visa application forms for india and i came across something that i find rather amusing..

"I hereby undertake that I shall subject myself to medical tests including for AIDS within one month of arrival in India.
In case I am found HIV positive. I will leave India."

Clearly the Indians aren't your best friends if you're carriying such a disease...personally i dont think they should be saying that seeing as they have such a big population, a HIV patient or 2 might help with there being more protected sex and therefore helping out with their population problem so to speak...

Another thing..what if i'm like this really really rich investor coming in to survey a place to start out a good lucrative industry and will give many people jobs and boost the economy in a way that would make the country's ambitions being realised???